Autarkeia

I haven't wrote there for ages. But I haven't been pixelling for ages. All I've made during this 6 months is nested doll.. and maybe few traditional works.
Of course, I can say that studing and reading books <3 take my time.. but I also can't find enough motives for pixelling and I open Photoshop only when I'm depressed ( like now %) )

I have one BIG good news - I have a new little brother - cousin. Actually, he is my fourth cousin... Where are girls? XD

So.. some plans:
Tomorrow (  what time is it?.. ) today I'm going to leave my work.
And I'm gonna find new one..
Then I must visit clinic, take documents... and, and...
If my mood will be such bad as now - I draw something.

I still remember about picture I've promised to Jaeden, so that must be first finished picture from me..


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1. How long have YOU been dolling?
Hm.. Such question as "How long you have not been dolling?" seems more interesting to me ^^"
I've made my first doll at 2005.. Almost 4 years ago ( o__O I'm going older? )

2. You have to like something about it; what is it? What do you enjoy dolling?
Nothing.. for now, I'm a masochist

3. What do you HATE dolling, eh? You know, clothes, hair..
Hate? making palette..

4. Your favorite part of your dolls, usually is:
Idea.

5. What do you put the most effort into: clothes/hair/stuff..or base editing?
Details.

6. Bases are a staple of the dolling community. Do you like using them, or do you prefer to go baseless?
It's not necessary, I'm too lazy for searching interesting bases so I don't use them.

7. Not all dollers are basemakers..are you?
I still have troubles with anatomy

8. Are you part of any dolling forums?
No.

9. This community can suck ass sometimes. List for us FOUR pet peeves when it comes to the doll community, that you just wanna strangle people for:
No.. I really don't wanna think about this, "frankendolling" is problem not only for pixels. I just think it's a larceny

10. But there's awesome people here, too! List three of your favorite dollers.
more than 3...

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and finally - features:

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tsemalon.deviantart.com/art/li… tsemalon.deviantart.com/art/tr… tsemalon.deviantart.com/art/a-… _| |_ aceldama.deviantart.com/art/Fr… aceldama.deviantart.com/art/Ne… aceldama.deviantart.com/art/An… _| |_ delusional-dreams.deviantart.c… delusional-dreams.deviantart.c… delusional-dreams.deviantart.c…

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shadows-chan.deviantart.com/ar… shadows-chan.deviantart.com/ar… shadows-chan.deviantart.com/ar… _| |_ linaivelle.deviantart.com/art/… linaivelle.deviantart.com/art/… linaivelle.deviantart.com/art/… _| |_ lucem.deviantart.com/art/delus… lucem.deviantart.com/art/Peach… lucem.deviantart.com/art/some-…

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dreamila.deviantart.com/art/Th… dreamila.deviantart.com/art/Th… dreamila.deviantart.com/art/Ho…

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illusion

The 17th of October. It's my Birthday.
I think this day is the most difficult Birthday that I can get.
I had so many good ideas about this, but some people broke my dreams.
I've tried to "make me happy" by myself... so I've left half of my money at shop. This strategy is still working XD
Now my mood is not so bad but all I want - is sleeeeping ^____^
I'm happy with my presents... I've got the first cactus in my life XD

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this place is for features.
Coming soon

Seems like some of my ideas
are crazy.. How can I make good works now? o_O


I wanna something interesting
before I go away again ^__^


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Featues. Closed

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illusion

Hello ^___^

First, I wanna say big "thanks" for people who +watch me/+fav my deviations/comment my works.
Thank you again!

I didn't understand posts like this, but now I understand ^__^
It's so.. I can feel that I'm not "useless", as I always thought.


And Thanks for all people who makes me feel alive.
Who can smile when I'm smiling, who can laugh when I'm laughing, who try to understand me =3

***yeah.. I've laughed too much last days XD
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Although last 6 months were very hard for me.
I've understood that I have never studied before. o__O
And all my power I spent for my studing.
I hadn't enough time for drawing and I even hadn't time for sleep or eat sometimes. XD

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P.S.

You needn't read next text if you wanna save your brain XD

Oh.. these "pixel problems" make me confused..
but it's funny. Why?
Because "Misc" was my favourite gallery and when I submit work in this directory I don't mean that I've used flood fill too much..
or I've used computer-generated text.. XD It means just that I can't name my work as "scene" or "character". I have really strange opinion about this.

And I can't even imagine" how hard was to relocate all my "mistakes"? >_< I am a very big problem for moderators %)
Seems that I have to choose between characters and scenes now.

Yeah.. I'm so tired because of pixel community's troubles.
IMHO We, pixelartists, can find "fat" problems everywhere, even where aren't any problems. I really thought that only russian-dollers-community's "prerogative" %)

That's why I lose my "pixel" inspiration so often.

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P.P.S.

oh.. that's probably my longest post at DA *___*

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illusion

Hi ^____^

I've bought note book, but it's seems that I even hadn't enough time for drawing..My studing eats ALL my time *__* and I fell so tired of my univercty and illness.. I was ill so many times for last two months..

I have  some new pictures and I hope to submit them on this or next week ^___^

yeah ^__^ I have good news too - I'm going to Moscow on May's holidays to my dear pixel-sis - Lina ^___^

hm.. I think that's all )

illusion